#5

Long time, no post!  So I have been really struggling with my weight loss to the point where I have gained myself back up to 352 pounds!  What have I done?  I quit smoking and immediately turned to food.  Not a good thing at all!  I feel completely depressed, disgusted and I feel like a failure.  I know what I need to do, but getting back to where I was at seems an impossible task.  What to do, where to go, what to wear?  Those are todays questions.....